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|Friday, July 22nd, 2005|
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i shit my pants.
|Saturday, April 23rd, 2005|
| So yesterday Matt, Scootch, and I were supposed to have a picnic for Scootch's birth day.
We got there late and everyone had to leave cos they were having a show.
We went walking through the hills on this trail.
We found a grave.
We were looking at it.
His birthday was July 22. Scootch thought it said April.
Looked down at the death date.
April 22, 1860.
We nearly shit out pants.
Scootch started running.
(He was the most freaked concidering the guys death day was his birthday)
We sat there and look at it for a while. No body would sit on the grave me.
|Friday, April 22nd, 2005|
|Wednesday, April 20th, 2005|
|Tuesday, April 19th, 2005|
YAY! 0% republican, fascist, and nazi!! Current Mood: busy
|Sunday, April 17th, 2005|
So last night was weird. I went over to Kristen's earlier in the day. Sweet shit. Umm. I saw Jacob, Alex and his girlfriend Megan. They had weed. I rolled a joint out of wax paper. Hahaha. It was cool. I walked around the fair all weird and shit. It was WAY cool. Alright I'm out. Peace.EDIT
I got rid of soulseek. I have enough music to last me along time. And I feel bad because I'm not supporting the band. Current Mood: HAHAAH
|Friday, April 15th, 2005|
So the show was the worst show I have ever been to.
|Wednesday, April 13th, 2005|
Rejection of all forms of coercive control and authority: “He was inclined to anarchism; he hated system and organization and uniformity” (Bertrand Russell). Total
Anarchism is organisation.
Government is chaos.
This Bertran guy can fuck off. Current Mood: pissed off
So nothing has been up.
Shit's been chill.
Been staying active.
Pics for you all.
Move you mouse over the pic and you'll see a caption. ( pics.Collapse )
Yeeeap. So suuuuuuuuuck it. Current Mood: hungry
|Saturday, April 9th, 2005|
So last night I stayed at Amanda's and Travis'. Fun shit. We went to this construction site looking for paint. Didnt find any. Yeah. So we were walking by this sports spa place. And these guys drive by all fast and yelled at us. We just laughed. So we got in to the sports club parking lot and they come back!!!!! So we are frantically looking for a way to get over the fence. I make it over quickly and safely. Travis was trying to help Amanda over but she couldnt do it. So the people are all in the car facing Amanda and Travis. They turn on there high beams. (I'm hiding behind the dumpster like a pussy while all this happens). So then peel out and turn around. So as soon as they are gone Amanda finds and opening in the fence makes it through. We climb up this little hill. THEN THEY COME BACK. But we were gone. We were on this trial. So Amanda was freaked out the rest of the night. I was freaked out until 15 minutes after it happend. Now I see it as something really funny. While we were sitting on the trail we were talking about it. And Travis says to Amanda, "You do realise that could have been a life or deaht situation... and you failed". So yeah. Crazy night. I just got back from the middle earth festival. REALLY BORING. Current Mood: WEEEEEEEEEE
|Friday, April 8th, 2005|
|Wednesday, April 6th, 2005|
So mor internet is not working at my house. Weak. Im in the library right now. Some old guy 2 computers away keeps cussing under his breath. It's so funny. Hes like "fuck what the hell. fuck. what the fuck." Really funny. Michael and I found an elevator that led to an office so we put helllllllla stuff in it. Current Mood: bored
|Monday, April 4th, 2005|
"No white power. Not even black power. Were into all people living together with out any power!"
--Nausea. Current Mood: uncomfortable
|Sunday, April 3rd, 2005|
So this weekend was really fun. Friday I got really drunk and just chilled. Saturday, went and put the "stop globalization. Leave this lot vacant" tag back the fuck up! YOU CANT STOP ME!! hahaha. Then went a picnic at the park with Scootch, Kelsie, Sarah, Will, Alex, and Kyle. We ate some good food. Had a whole bunch of laughs. the cookies were gross so we started throwing them at cars. OMG OMG OMG it was so fun. Hahaha. Then we started packing up and I got a call from Anthony,Travis and Amanda. We unpacked the shit and moved to a way cooler spot. Ate more food. Played with this basket ball Sarah and Will found. It fell in the creek. I almost fell in trying to get it. Will got it. He almost fell in. I cut my finger on a fucking thorn bush. All of us walked back to my house. We watched this crimethinc movie. It was amazing. First it was about saving this national forest in Oregon. And these 4 girls got arrested. And they had a huge march to get the girls back. And like they tipped over the security thing and so many chants and oh man, it was just amazing. They finally got the girls back. The funny thing was, more than 4 people got arrested trying to get the girls back. Then it went to the Seattle WTO protest. Watching that got me pumped. Sarah, Kyle, Kelsie, And Alex left. Scootch, Anthony, Travis, Amanda and I went tagging/stenciling. Super fun. Then we all went Amanda and Travis' house. Did more stencling. Anthony left at 1:00. Scootch and I stayed the night. Scootch left pretty early. Played with ther tiny ass chiwawas. Then we walked all the way to albertsons and tried hacking into the coke machines. Didnt get any money out of it. Went all over trying to find a god damn place to eat. Came to my house, then we went Anthony's. AAAAAND here I am.Pretty eventful weekend. Left out ALOT of detail. Dont care. Current Mood: tired
|Saturday, April 2nd, 2005|
So still, nothing cool has been happening. Just same old stuff. No shows or anything. I sprayed "Stop globalization. Leave this lot vacant" on a wall. Got covered up the next day. Im angry about that. I got firefox. Way better than shitty microsoft. Soooo yeah. I dunno. the pope died, so did terry shiavo. Oh well. It was both of their times to go. The pope was really old, terry had a fucking feeding tube in her stomach for 15 years.
Im thinking of something to keep writting about.. but nothing is coming to me. I dont live an exciting life.
I got seeds for my garden. Tomatoe, Carrot, squash, aaaaaand I forget. I got some organic
fertilizer. Sweet shit.
--Ben Current Mood: Chill.
|Sunday, March 27th, 2005|
So shits been chill.. Nothing happening. I missed the anarchist book fair. My mom said she was going to re-do the bathroom tht day... did she? NOPE!!!
EDIT: Last night, I spanged over $10 in a 2 hour time span.. It was Amazing. Current Mood: dirty
|Monday, March 21st, 2005|
I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!! Current Mood: WWWWAAAAAAAAAAAA
|Thursday, March 17th, 2005|
|Man made the system.. man made the wars.
Life is good now. Im getting along super good with my Republican friend. Its cos hes super anti-conservative.
Its pretty sweet.
I got REALLY pissed off though. Some kid hit me in the back of the head with a cone FOR NO REASON! And I started hunting him and down and I was going to hit him back. So the teacher sees me chasing him down (this kid is tall and lanky so he is kinda fast). I told the teacher what happend. The kid fucking told the teacher that I yelled in his ear... What motive would I even have?
So I came home and told my mom about and in some bitchy voice she said, "Well I can see you doing something like that" (referring to me screaming in his ear) I was like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That REALLY pissed me off. So like I threw a chair down and starting knocking shit around. Luckily Robert and Michael came over. I had a reason to leave. I was damn happy to leave for a while. I felt much better. I hate being at home with a passion. I guess its a good house and shit. But my parents prety much suck. They can be nice, but everything always has to be my fault. People in my town fucking hate me. They purposley get in trouble. I tell my parents its not my fault. Do they beleive me? HELL FUCKING NO. god, I hate it here.
But other than that ive been good.
So whenever I wake up, I wake up to Rosa and open the shade so sunlight comes in through my window. Its amazing. Its makes my mornings 1000000000000 times better. Then, I have school. And my day goes to hell. My life would be awesome if I were on home school or something. I really have about 8 friends at my school. the rest of the are aquaintneces (spelling?) or I just hate them. Kids a my school hate me. So thet get me in trouble and shit. I cant stand it. All the kids are sexist or EXTREMELY homophobic or racist. Especially MOST, not all, but most of the Black and Mexican people are racist. Im not Ben to them. Im "little white boy" or "cracka". I think its funny how they try and scream racist in our faces while all the time they are racist towards white people. Its horrible. I was telling some kid about how Nike treats their workers. And he was like "You some white-boy, why do you care?". I just looked at him and was like "what does being white have to do with it...?" God, those kids are so fucking stupid! I hate school and every one in it. This is why I want to leave. The people. I cant stand the kids here. All of them are rich or live in the rich neighborhoods. All of them are republican. All of them are way overly-religious. I was like beleiving in god is just blind faith... And she was like "Well tell me, if you dont beleive in god, how was adam and eve created?!" my response, "HOW THE RFUCK WAS GOD CREATED?!?!" Seriously, how fucking stupid can you get?
My computer is being over run with porno pop-ups and singles adds with girls all like making out and shit. I dont think its "hot" or what ever for 2 girls to make out. Watching other people make out is gross period.
So I think I found a girl I like. Problem is, she fucking moved. And she can only come to vacaville everyonce and a while.
Sorry for bitching about my life to you guys.
Peace and ♥ Current Mood: What ever.
|Monday, March 7th, 2005|
So.. nothing new has been going on lately. I have a bad sore throat, and I keep coughing. I got slsk... Bleh. I love hearing all the new music though. Today we got our course catalogs for HIGH SCHOOL! woooo. I dont see the greatness, school is school, school is shitty. Who cares?! All these were like "OH EM GEEE HIGH SCHOOL! im so scared ahhh". Like i said, I dont give a fuck. Man, Im drinking some radical tea. I forget the name. This was my last bag too. :(. So last night i told kristen C. how i felt. She updated about it in her LJ. She sayed she tried apologizing. HA! She made up some screen and Randomly IMed me saying I was ugly and to stop being a bitch to kristen (even though it was her). And she tried saying I alwyas have to be right. I dont always have to be, shes just usually wrong. I forget why, but i told her she was a hypocrite, and I had a good reason. And she responds, "EVERY ONE IS A HYPORCITE!" I then say say, "..how..?" "THEY JUST ARE!". Does that make sense? OH well. I dont care. Ive been so much happier with out. Shes not constantly on my mind, I never confused anymore, sad, depressed. It's awesome. Life is awesome. Besides my damn cough and school, life is good. I developed this thing for sitting on my bed, Listening to my live naked aggression record,drinking tea, and opening my window and using the sun as lighting. It's so awesome. I think I might go do that soon.
People were nice to me today. Haha. Im surprised.
You know what I hate with a passion? How a guy or girl can't be friends with each other, hang out, talk or anything like that without other people assuming they like each other. That really ticks me off. Like last night Drake was all "Hey dude dont flirt with Brianna any more were going out". I dont like Brianna like that. I mean dont get me wrong she is very very bery pretty. haha. But we've been friends for a while so my wanting to go out with her is gone. We aren't "flirting" or what ever, were acting like friends. Holy fuck. Kids think your "flirting" even if like your making jokes with the girl. And I was talking to sara on the phone last night, some girl asked her "ooooh are you guys going out?!?". Like we have to be going out to talk on the phone. God damn it. I hate it. Theres really not girl I like right now. All of the girls I know are my friends, Besides Christina <3. But she lives 10 hours away. Does any one else have to deal with that? I mean talking to your FRIEND!! on the phone, and some one asks i you are going out or like each other.
Speaking of sexism, today some kid said its gross for girls to burp. And I said you are sexist haha. And he asked me how he was sexist... are people my age really this stupid, or is it just the people I'm with? Cos if all 13 and 14 year olds are this stupid, I must be a breed of my own. I'm not giving my self praise or anything, but like, COME ON! how could that statement not be sexist. It's air relasing from your stomach. Just like farting, I mean yeah its gross if it smells, but even if you make a little toot, kids all scream "EWWWW!!!". God damn grow the fuck up, you're not 6 years old any more.
Ok bye bye.
Peace and ♥ -Ben Current Mood: pretty good.